“Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow - that is patience.”

Still no word on what the future holds for the other volunteer opportunities. It seems there were some misunderstandings and different expectations about this trip from both sides. Again, I am trying to fight the cynicism that creeps in and deal with the disappointment that comes along with hearing this news. As I mentioned before the hardest part about this current situation for me is not being able to take control, stop the clock and make this right. I am learning to accept that this is out of my hands and out of my control.

This trip thus far has been a life-altering experience in many ways. I’ve learned so much about trust, transparency, communication and expectations. I’ve learned where I stand in regards to those and the importance of each. I have had the opportunity to witness sights, sounds and smells like never before. Tasted things I wish I never had! Walked along uneven streets so rich with history. Gazed upon gilded Buddhas and smelled the incense offerings. Seen “old world” and “new world” collide in a cacophonous whirlwind throughout the city. And I will continue to experience everything around me. I will also continue to turn the page, keep my chin up and a smile on my face. After all, I am in the land of smiles!